Last Rant for the Year
Bwisit. I've been wasting the last day of what had been a wonderful year watching episodes of Gossip Girl. I feel so... restless. Hence, I'm doing nothing. It's a weird counterproductive sort of restlessness. Yung pang-adik. Except I'm not stoned.

It's all about the problems I'm running with my website. The thing is, I'm pretty helpless right now because they don't go back in operation until the 5th of January, so what can I do? I can send them hundreds of angry emails everyday until then, but what good will that do? It makes me feel so... fucked. Things are out of my control, and it's not a good feeling.

Yeah, I know, there are better things to do than obsess over a blogsite. And it's not like I'm going to blog anything important. In fact, I have nothing to blog about.

But the breakdown of my site's server is my objective correlative for all the things in my life that I have no control over, and it's a very existentialist issue to have at the year's end, thank you very much. I hate existentialist angst, it's so... total. It puts every fiber, every cell of your being into question, it doubts every actions you've done, it challenges every decisions you've made. It's more than spiritual, it's fucking existential.

Fuck.